My names are Caillte [or Snow, in school][female] and Talon[male]. I'm a sixteen year old genderfluid pansexual. I'm a Therian, Otherkin, and my religion is paganism. Since I go to a mostly Christian and Muslim school, I get a lot of "devil worshiper" comments and such. I'm also the one of two genderfluid people in this school. I'm not the only pansexual, but I am the only one who doesn't tell everyone I am bi. I was tentatively diagnosed with borderline personality disorder in 2010 by my psychiatrist. I get bullied a lot and this leads to self injury. This blog is my space where I can rant without family or school friends finding it, and right now that is the one thing I need most.
Submitted.
Mine from late December.
![fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
Except, you know, for the whole depression thing.
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “”Cheer up! Your life’s not that bad!”” Bottom text reads: “Thanks I feel so much better now”]](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwnbkg6EWy1r8wkj5o1_400.jpg)
fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
Except, you know, for the whole depression thing.
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “”Cheer up! Your life’s not that bad!”” Bottom text reads: “Thanks I feel so much better now”]
![fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “Can handle blood, scars, death” Bottom text reads: “But not emotional confrontations”]](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyerj0MeRO1r8wkj5o1_r1_400.jpg)
fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “Can handle blood, scars, death” Bottom text reads: “But not emotional confrontations”]
![fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
PLEASE.
COME CLOSER.
MY FIST HAS NOT HEARD YOUR DIMWITTED INVALIDATIONS OF MY FEELINGS AND MEDICAL CONDITION CLEARLY ENOUGH.
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “”Only weak people get depressed!”” Bottom text reads: “Why don’t you say that a little closer to my fist”]](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyz1wmAwjv1r8wkj5o1_400.jpg)
fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
PLEASE.
COME CLOSER.
MY FIST HAS NOT HEARD YOUR DIMWITTED INVALIDATIONS OF MY FEELINGS AND MEDICAL CONDITION CLEARLY ENOUGH.
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “”Only weak people get depressed!”” Bottom text reads: “Why don’t you say that a little closer to my fist”]
![fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
asdfghjkl;”;lkjhgfdsa ‘having a heartfelt talk’ never seems to be an option
curse my emotional immaturity
[Image: 18-piece green-coloured background with a common house mouse. Top text reads: “Can only express feelings by” Bottom text reads: “Cutting, crying, or going catatonic”]](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzh2qzDVFO1r8wkj5o1_400.jpg)
fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
asdfghjkl;”;lkjhgfdsa ‘having a heartfelt talk’ never seems to be an option
curse my emotional immaturity
[Image: 18-piece green-coloured background with a common house mouse. Top text reads: “Can only express feelings by” Bottom text reads: “Cutting, crying, or going catatonic”]
![fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “Relapse and feel extremely guilty” Bottom text reads: “Cut even more”]
This often leads to more relapse from me.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzh3ey3kmb1r8wkj5o1_400.jpg)
fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “Relapse and feel extremely guilty” Bottom text reads: “Cut even more”]
This often leads to more relapse from me.
![fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “Constantly being punched in the face” Bottom text reads: “By your emotions”]](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m19v0suoOr1r8wkj5o1_400.jpg)
fyeahclinicallydepressedkoala:
[Image: 18-piece green and blue background with a sad-looking koala in the centre. Top text reads: “Constantly being punched in the face” Bottom text reads: “By your emotions”]
